The Bar Watcher by Dorien Grey

Author:Dorien Grey
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Mystery
Publisher: Untreed Reads
Published: 2015-08-25T04:00:00+00:00

Chapter 9

Think about all the times you’ve had sex in your life. Now think about how many of those times—or people—you can really remember. Sex is always fun, and sometimes it can be really intense, but most of the time you’re having sex, and the guy you’re having sex with is having sex, but you’re not really having it together. That’s one of the major dividers that separate tricks from lovers.

But every now and then, if you’re really lucky, there’s a Toby.

Toby was incredible. He seemed to sense exactly what to do and when to do it. And always, every minute, I was absolutely sure he really, sincerely meant it. Yet while I really hated to admit it, there was that weird incest element. Toby made me feel—well, the word that pops to mind is butch, but that doesn’t really do it. I can be butch with a lot of guys. It wasn’t so much a matter of “Me Tarzan, you Jane” as it was “Me Tarzan, you Boy,” if that makes any sense. This was more a matter of being the leader, the protector…

I don’t know. Like I say, weird.

Sex with Jared was always fantastic—but that was just it. Jared was a walking sex fantasy—it was largely sex for the mind. If you could imagine it, Jared would be willing to do it with you. With Toby, you were aware that sex could sometimes be more than just a great meshing of body parts. In short, to this jaded Scorpio Toby was about as close to perfection as I’d come in quite a while.

But as we all learn at a pretty early age, the gods keep perfection for themselves—we mortals can come close, but only so close. So, while I was absolutely sure Toby was somebody’s—hell, a lot of guys’—Mr. Right, I knew he wasn’t mine. Maybe I could take the incest analogy only so far.

But then, as we were lying in bed afterwards, Toby leaned over and kissed me and said, “I’m sorry, Dick, but I’ve got to be getting home.”

That brought me back in a hurry, you can bet.

“Can’t you spend the night? It’s almost three already.” Hearing myself say that rather surprised me—usually I didn’t care if they stayed or not.

He smiled, his face only inches from mine.

“I wish I could, Dick, but I’ve got to get some sleep, and I couldn’t sleep here.” He noticed my look of puzzlement and smiled again. “It’s got nothing to do with you—it’s kind of hard to explain.”

“You could try,” I said. Jeesus, Hardesty, I thought instantly, what’s wrong with you? Stop being such a wimp!

Toby looked just slightly embarrassed as he said, “I always keep the foot of my bed two feet higher than the head—it helps blood circulation. And all my supplements are at home. And I want to be at the gym when it opens—sex is great, but it takes a lot out of me, and exercise is the only thing that will put it back.”

He

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